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Name: Myra
Country: Malaysia
Metro: Kuala Lumpur
Birthday: 7/9/1988
Gender: Female


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Expertise: -none- i am a flailing stalk in a field that follows the wind wherever it may lead me hahha!


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Sunday, November 01, 2009

hello there luvs!

update...

such a busy bee weekend
no rest for the weary.. huuu ='(

so this week starting from thursday i was pretty much busy busy busy
thursday. started the day at 8 am chem 251 class!!
and then at 9 meeting with my lab partners uptil 11
11 am rushed to curik breakfast then headed on to class GEOG 310!
then at 12 we finished and then went on to CHBE 241
till about 1.30discussion with my CHBE 241 group mates
and then ended at 3.30 pm
studied at CHBE till about 5.50
when i realised that my meeting was at 6.00pm instead of 6.30pm
so rushed to koerner, and SMC meeting till 7.30pm
sayang made me nasi goreng for dinner! yayyyy!!
so after meeting went to CHBE and then started studying again while eating
all the way till 11.30 pm
then went home and landed on the katil.. huuuu

FRIDAY
my day started at 4 am,
open up some old midterms to study and practice
then got ready to go for midterm at 9 am
out the door by 8.30 am
and then midterm ended at 10, went for APSC 278 classes
which ended early
went to print out PNE Tickets for the SMC kids!
had lunch at the SUB and home to rest.. phuihhh
at 5.30 reen and i headed to shoppers bus loop to catch the 4 with the other smc students to get to PNE FRIGHT NIGHTS!! yayyy
unfortunately.. it was raining heavily
and we all basah kuyup.. huhuhuhuhuhuuh
and we were wet wet wet.. burhhhh
we got back at about 11 sumthing
after the number 4 bus totally didnt see us and didnt bother to stop at our station =(

SATURDAY
day of Aunty Linda's partayyy
aunty masak sedappp
mee kari! and gado2
and sud's cake yang sedap gile!
and kak erny's bunga tahu yum! and kropok lekor!! yum yum.. hehehe
so had to go out at 12 to get last minute things with our costumes
then at 4.30pm headed downtown for the bus to coquitlam
got there at about 7 pm
and then partied till 11pm
got back at about 12.30 am (cause its daylight savings time people!)
and then we played with some fireworks!!
hee
then slept

SUNDAY aka TODAY Lunch with MSD office pn Zalilah
left UBC at 10.40 am
reached kedah house about 40 mins past 11
and then waited for pn zalilah
the lunch lasted till about 2.30 pm
and then we headed back but stopped at future shop on broadway for a while
to get printer ink
got back at 5 pm
and here i am
all washed up
ready to start working again
tonight is lab prep and chbe 241 write up
i think ill do my laundry while im at it..
haih...
but anyway
tiring weekend.. huhuhuhuh

okay lets do this! toodles luvs
Myra


Thursday, October 29, 2009

Aku bukan tak mahu, aku tak dapat menggambarkan kerana aku tidak merasa

Honestly,

Why havent i written here in a long while?
is it because i have nothing to say anymore? cause that's not an excuse
i was reading my past entries, and it never had to be about anything
this is my memoirs
my feelings, my thoughts, my experiences
made for me by me to remind me

i have one person to thank for this blog
wan maisara amirah
my first ever post
was titled "this is for you sara!"
and just because i lost her
i cant let go of this blog
that has made my life seem more meaningful
more measurable
more real

honestly
its because ive sort of given up
no just on this blog
on myself
on my feelings
on how important it is to feel
to show how you feel
to release

i never cared if my blog was not read by people
i dont publish this site more than i need too
if people want to read it then go ahead
you want to criticize it go ahead

but writing made me happy
made me get what i needed to get
made me do things that i wouldnt have done
made me say things i wouldnt have said
made me find things that i never wouldve found

i need to breath in new life
i need to breath
i need to feel
i need to show how i feel
i need to start observing once again
i need to start rewriting my observations
i need to be whole again
i need to stop fearing
i need to reach out

i need to be me

Amira Myra Ezamshah is not myraluvs anymore is she?


Monday, September 14, 2009

when negative ions bringing me down

i tried and im still trying
Rome was not built in a day
but neither am i blaming myself
if things don't go your way
what can one do?

other than that
im pretty much happy and contented
im nervous, excited,
butterflies in my tummy
new subjects, new faculty, new challenges
rise up and fight
always the fighter
with doubts of course

im different and yet the same
no one knows
what is outside nor inside
i dont know
so breath and take step back
overwhelming manageability
ill take it one day at a time





Saturday, August 01, 2009

okay first august 2009

okay okay i know.. im terrible at updating, but malaysia isn't good with xanga.. takleyh nak tolong laa huu

im at home all alone today, car is in the workshop thus i am at home
im gonna get my wisdom tooth pulled out Monday morning
forkkk
thats gonna hurt hurmm
this weekend won't be anything stimulating
next week, im not so sure
nothing planned i guess
counting down the days till i have to return
slightly more than a month
i wonder how next year will be
i have to refocus, re-energize and re-strategize
im gonna kick butt
hee

happy anniversary sayang
5 months.. almost half a year.. lol
funny bunny

ttys
Myra Luvs



Wednesday, July 15, 2009

My 21st birthday

Im a LUCKY girl.. LUCKY LUCKY LUCKY
and let me tell you why this year im more than 21 times lucky
so here it goes..
i was born on 9th July 1988

This year i had a three day celebration
there are people who love me in this world
no matter what i do
or who i let down

anywhoo

10 pm 8th July 2009
my sweeet sweeet brother walks through the front door
freezes
and stares at me like he did something wrong
so kiutttt
hahha
and walks in trying to hide the cake box behind him
huahua

11pm
faiz calls
we disagree
and tempers run high
lol
its all worth it in the end right?

12am 9th July 2009
Mummy screams amiraaaaaaaa
adikkkk and then i say bye bye yang.. gotsa gooo
and of course a small cake cutting ceremony
a small new york cheescake
and mummy gives me kain to buat baju kurung for raya

12.30 am 9th July 2009
Yang sudah call, tak reti reti mak dan abang saye pun nak sambut birthday
lol
kesian die
die terlupe i have family
lol

mummy had to go to JB at 7 am
there was this girl who passed away in london at the end of her holiday
due to a deadly bacterial infection
she was only 12 years old
very sad

11 am
started getting ready to pick up faiz at his house
unknowingly he had been running around for i dont know how long
hurm
pelik pelik pelik punye budak
tapi sangat sweet

he said 12 pm-1pm
we left his house at 1.30 pm
headed for klcc
then he says owh i want to go to the toilet
i say okay ill be in toys r us sat
(this is when i suspect he ran to the car, got the cake sent the cake to the restaurant)
and then he said that he was bringing me to chillis..
hmm i was sumhow reluctant, but hey, it was his plan, lets do this

and then we finished ordering, then suddenly i hear people from behind me start singing
"happy birthday to youuuuu!!!!!..."
and then i sumpah never thought it was me
and then when i realised it was i was like shitteeeeee.....
sumpah malu nak mampuss..
faiz bought me a choclate mousse cake, sayang

and then after lunch he brought me to aquaria...
i like water animals if you didnt know.. hahha

then we shopped a little and i had to go home
daddys turn to bring me out

8 pm 9th July 2009
Aunty ana and jan came over drove abang and i to cineleisure
so my grandma, aunty ana, uncle eddy, jan, uncle yat, aunty azah, daddy and abang were there
at tony roma's of course youve gotta have the ribs
so we had ribs.. hahha
and then at the end of the meal of course.. another surprise
aiyahh
the staff goes "happy birthday to youuuuu!!!!..."
and the whole time i was like
please say its not me
please say its not me
pleaseeeee say its not me
it turned out to be me
dang..
but i must say this cake was the yummiest
strawberry banana ice cream cake

after dinner uncles and aunties brought me karaoke..

Friday 10th July 2009

Barbecue day
mummy came back at 1 pm and zoom
we went to get chairs, tables, puff pastry, salad, and stuff
then got all the marinated stuff on sticks
before people started arriving at 6pm
abang started the bbq pit at about 5.30 pm
thank youu

and then my family came over
my auntys and all my cousins
and finally my friends iqa, jamyn, jaja came with alia too owh and ain
and then finally kak ina, and her friend kak izati came
and faiz and his brother hariz

then i realised there were two cakes
one aunty baine bought for me
and another one im not sure who brought but it was a tiramisu that i didnt get to taste
dangg

yeap count em
5 different cakes.. in two days.. lol.. funny bunny
thats why im a lucky 21 year old

thank you for coming and celebrating in my oldness.. lol
owh and thank you for the 90 birthday wishes from 90 people on facebook
=))
im olddd...
hehhe
heart heart

Myra






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